You already know you’re all alone.
And, then you realize you truly are all alone.
But, then it actually hits you.
Are you even worth it?
To do what needs to be done to get what you want, rather than doing what you want. Even if there is a possibility of failure.
There are no more mistakes. It’s already as broken as it will ever be.
But very much like a decision that I can’t undo.
Maybe I won’t learn until I make the same mistake a million times?
Maybe the universe really does know what it’s doing.