The way you treat me makes me sick to my stomach.
But, darling, you can’t run from what’s going to happen.
I tell myself that I wont.
Because I shouldn’t.
But, I always do.
And I shouldn’t have.
I always know better.
I’m an idiot.
I wasn’t ready for my own timeline.
How does something work and work and then just fucking stop working.
Had one of the most important meetings of my life today.
Couldn’t wait to tell you.
And, you disappointed me.